I used to be young and reckless. I didnt care what I did or said to people, whether I had friends or not or about other peoples feelings. I didn’t care about saving money only spending it and looking good and having a good time. Nothing mattered to me but me, all lead me down the wrong paths with the wrong people. I mean you hear about thing but never stop to pay it any attention until it happens to you. So when I was little people would tell my mom “Mrs…soso daughter is pregenat”. Never thought that it would happen to me and it did, at the age of 15 I was a mother. You know how you pay no attention to commercials about people being sick with cancer or whatever or when someone you knew dies from a dieses you never think of being diagnosed with something yourself, then it happened at age 22 diagnosed with cancer. Now what was I supposed to do with that information, I had just started going to the clubs and hanging out and drinking, you mean to tell me that I am different.
But not different at all, but special because I got a chance to learn how to love somebody, to care. I got a chance to start to valuse life and the people around me. To really live, so I count everyday as a blessing and I smiles always